Soft humming
brought Ember back to consciousness. She felt confused and disoriented. She
wanted to let her eyes fly open and see where she was but apprehension made her
keep them tightly shut. She could feel that she was lying down and what felt
like little strands of something were moving against her, tickling her bare
arms and feet. She became aware that her head was resting on someone’s lap and
that person was stroking her hair. She laid there, letting herself listen to
the sounds around her and her rapidly beating heart. She willed her heart to
slow to a normal beat. As her heart beat slowed, she heard a faint chuckle, “What a beautiful mind you have. Always so
active.”
As she
slowly opened her eyes, she realized they were in a field and it was Elpis
whose lap her head rested in. All apprehension immediately dissipated and
relief washed over Ember. Then just as suddenly a dozen questions began to pop
into Ember’s mind, causing Elpis to chuckle once more.
Sitting up,
she lets the thoughts popping in her head rush out of her mouth. “How did I end
up here? What happened at Fortress Twig? Where are all the others? Are they
okay? Did the portal work? Of course it must have worked. I’m here, aren’t I?” Ember blushed and smiled sheepishly.
“What do you remember?”
Ember
thought for a moment, “well…the portal was ready, so Bridget and I were going
to gather a group of people we thought we could trust and form a plan on how to
get everyone out… and then… I don’t remember anything else, but I woke up here.
I don’t understand how I got here.”
“As in regular life, you go through
journeys and experiences to evolve into your higher self and to aid others on
their journeys. This realm is no different. In some ways it may challenge you
more because you will encounter things here that you would not have imagined in
the real world.”
“So this
wasn’t, isn’t real? It was all like a dream?” Ember interjected.
“Dreams are very real, but no, it
wasn’t a dream. You were there and you’re experiences were real. You are no
longer there because the lessons you had to learn were complete; therefore you
were transported back to this field. You may notice there are now only eight
doors. Through each door, you will go on a journey to learn specific skills or
things about yourself.”
“Once I have
gone through all of them, does that mean I get to go home again?” Ember queried
with hope in her voice.
“Of that, I do not have the answer. A
wise man once said, “When the time is right, the answer will come.” He
understood that although you often have questions, the universe will provided
the answers when you are ready for them and not before.”
“Oh, I’m so
ready for the answers and I have a million questions.”
Elpis chuckled. “Just because one thinks they are ready, does not mean they are. Why
don’t you tell me what you think your time in Fortress Twig taught you?”
“Hmm, what
it taught me…well, I learned that there really are evil people out there. That
you can get trapped in places…oh, that I can’t always control the things around
me?”
“Those sound more like questions,
than lessons learned. Let’s look at it another way. I want you to focus only on
how you felt. Tell me what you felt from when you arrived there until you woke
up here,” Elpis
encouraged.
“Before I
opened the door and went through I was very nervous. I didn’t know what was on
the other side and I don’t like surprises or not being in control. When I first
walked through it was fascinating and these women came up to me who seemed so
nice, I thought it was going to be a fun adventure and I was excited. Then when
they took me inside, it felt really cold and I felt a strange sense of dread
that I didn’t understand until I had been there a little while. It was
confusing and overwhelming and I felt trapped and dismissed. I was frustrated
and angry. How dare they trap me there and tell me I had no control over
anything. Then I felt horrified and sad for the ones who were being picked on
and disappearing, which made me angry again. I felt helpless to do anything for
them. I couldn’t even help myself. Then I got this message on the computer from
this guy named Seth, and felt a surge of curiosity and hope. Once we started
planning how to escape, my adrenaline started going. I let myself trust a few
people and take a chance that they weren’t all bad. I was happily surprise to
be putting a team together. I almost felt like I could be a leader, and I felt
a sense of purpose and freedom. I don’t know what happened and I woke up here,
so I guess I’m not much of a teamster or leader after all,” Ember said, ending
with a frown and sigh.
Elpis just
smiled and waited.
“Man, I’m
just all over the place, aren’t I? This is why I keep to myself most of the
time. People shouldn’t depend on me. I don’t know why I have been chosen for
this. I feel bad for I felt such relief when I realized I was out of that place
and then guilt because I should have thought of the others first.”
Elpis took
Embers hand and they began to walk. “I
think you learned a great deal, but you let your doubts overshadow what is
right before you. You have great potential but you must learn to trust your
instincts and your feelings. You will make a great leader one day if you allow
yourself to be one. You deny who you are and your accomplishments. Is it
because you feel unworthy of them or do you fear them, maybe fear failing so
you would rather play it safe?” Ember smiled sheepishly. “I already know this
about you, but you need to recognize who you are and what is inside you. You
can’t deceive yourself and hope to grow into the champion of others you are
destine to because. That means you must accept your flaws and mistakes. Learn
from them and let them show you how they have helped you on your journey so
far. Next you must believe in yourself. Your doubt is what traps you.”
“My doubt in
myself is what is holding me back,” Ember thought about this. “I can see how
that is true. Fortress Twig was meant to show me how I hold myself back because
of self-doubts and not trusting what my intuition tells me.”
“And…” Elpis prompted.
“I should
embrace becoming a leader?”
Elpis laughed.
“Well that will come with time and
confidence. When you believe in yourself you can make things happen. Others
will believe in you and follow you. The other thing you have learned is that
you don’t have to hide yourself from the world. Yes, it was safe to stay locked
in your little room, but in order to grow, you must step out of your comfort
zone, take risks, trust others and let them in. There will be those who will
hurt you and betray your trust. It is hard to allow yourself to be exposed and
vulnerable, but it is through those experiences that you grow. If you follow
your heart and your… how do humans say it…your gut, you will discover you are
more talented and stronger than you give yourself credit for. Fortress Twig is a prison, but is a prison
you allow yourself to be trapped in. Once you begin to believe in yourself, the
walls of that prison...”
“Disappear!”
Ember finished for her. “I trap myself by my own mind. That a makes sense. I
will work on that. I have to be honest, though, I’m not good at believing in
me. I don’t see what you and others do.”
“Baby steps. You will get there. I believe
in you!”
With that,
they had stopped walking and Ember realized they were now in the center of a
circle with the eight remaining doors. “I have to choose another one now, don’t
I?”
“Yes. It is time for me to leave and
for you to continue your journey. You will eventually go through each of these
doors, allow this to be your guide,” she said as she placed her hand on Ember’s heart and then
disappeared.
Which door will Ember choose to go
through next and what is waiting on the other side….